Emi Wood Scully

writer's statement

Emi Wood Scully’s poetry is a reflection of transitory memories, or moments of being, that emerge as quickly as they depart. Her writing often synthesizes important or impactful people in her life, with her surrounding landscape. She has often been told that her poetry is colorful, vivid, and “reads like a painting.” Scully prefers to omit punctuation since this parallels the way memory is typically revealed. Similar to when the speaker in Swann’s Way takes a bite of his madeleine dipped in tea, and is transported back to an involuntary memory from his past, she also tends to write under the same spell of resurrected reverie. In much of her work, she too is in search of lost time. Scully tries to begin writing with a planned trajectory but, similar to stream of consciousness narration, she often models her stanzas as free flowing, fleeting impressions.

Poems

It’s Always Only Been You

 

late October

Nighttime
too close to Halloween
feeling eerie
Feels
like a space that
used to be my mine
No place for a Best in Show
ribbon
you placed
on my bulletin board
Incentive to
“get the hell out of here”
Insensitive
onlookers
when
Only your voice
on the phone
Only

 

Clanking heels on shiny
Vinyl
Passing my door
At the mercy of
time
standing still
Waiting
for results
Only the sound
of privacy curtains
Only
Dragging across its track
Exposure
Concealment

 

set apart
from you
and those
not
anchored
to laboratory
findings

 

Now
I wait
and you
only
waver between saline
and
the incessant sound
of beeping

 

monitors

 

abandoned

 

Published in The New River, 2024

Deadheading

 

Approximately 799 miles away from home

you turn up.

Crowding the deck;

Peering between slats

with your tribe: Heliantheae.

Family name: Asteraceae.

Ray and disk florets

benefit from pruning

to encourage further blooms.

 

Variegated blossoms.

Petals like a tie-dye t-shirt

purchased at Merle’s

with unearned money.

Blooms: the embodiment of teenage drives

through quiet country roads.

Blaring mixed tapes of the Dead

down lonely Guilford streets

In the summer.

 

Every so many miles 

a Cape or Saltbox;

Offering mason jars

filled with small bouquets of you.

Tied loosely with thin burlap.

Cost: free.

A backdrop of faded buntings

draped outside of front windows,

leftover from the holiday.

 

Thank you: Johann Gottfried Zinn 

for these thoughts of freedom

and burgeoning encouragement.

A silent remembrance:

the recklessness of youth

and eventual maturity

from the periphery inward.


Sitting out back

on this hot July evening

I feel akin to your beauty.

I, too, am somewhere in-between

Containing numerous rows

and a visible center.


Distracted by covert dahlias;

Perplexed by pushy cosmos

Poppies: stalled.

 

Published in Same Faces Collective, 2023

View of My Neighbor’s Back Door

 

Brittle
Copper leaves
Inconsistently lie to rest
on verdant grasses
still with
summer’s echo.

November’s manifesto
proclaims its inditement,
once again the barrenness.
Nature’s short-lived prismatic display
Ever-turning between houses.

Your back door light reveals itself
a little more with each receded leaf
becoming apparent.
Validation of the new season.
A ruthless commencement.

Its prerequisite for illuminating
the darkest cycle
with artificial light
in the event that

Someone bravely turns up
Knocking
to be let in from the cold.

 

Published in The Harbour Journal, 2023

Gestures of Love in Five Phases

 

You used to rest your elbows on the rusted windowsill
Actually                      you leaned on the window pane
your nose nearly pressed up against the screen
No matter how stagnant and humid the weather
an indication of the last few days of middle school
Or the bone chilling winds from a ruthless winter
which made your eyes water
It didn’t matter.                                You still waited.
And every time I looked back                      you were still watching me.
Waiting for my foot to hit the last bus step
so that I could turn to you once more            while we held up our sign.
“I love you.”           The only ASL you knew.
With “The Blue Danube”                      lingering in my memory
I watched you holding up your hand            until you were out of my sight.

 

This continued until high school
until I started driving myself
in my 1987 red Subaru.
Times I was too proud to say those words to mommy.
But I did                      Now, I hope you knew.


And then I was gone
off to college where the only mutual sign of love
was a scribbled message in my fish shaped, spiral notebook
that sat beside the phone.                     A message from my roommate:
“your mom called.“                     Not once
but this repeated phrase                      took up several pages.
Then                                         I loved you too.


Once our paths crossed again
and I needed you more than ever
You waited for me           still           in the pouring rain
holding an umbrella                      Smoking a cigarette           Waiting
biding my face in eager anticipation.
Pushing me back to my tiny apartment     where I never wanted you to leave.

 

Today
I staunchly wait for the typing awareness indicator
Underneath our messages           Words like an ancient tongue
only we understand.
No matter what I am doing           Or where I am
I wait for those three dots to show up on my phone
so that I may never have to experience the unstinting regret
of a missed opportunity                                          to say I love you.

 

Published in Phoenix Literary & Arts Magazine, 2022


June Flowers on Main Street

 

The once whitewashed fence

covertly corroded

barely corals the creeping roses

and abundant gardenia

 

Silently

tall grasses lie flattened

Suppressed by heavy rain

Surreptitiously covering the barn

that withholds Dickinson’s sawmill

 

Handwritten notes etched in Polish

Hidden behind the

meeting of wall and pine floorboard

 

Its structure

shrouded by recovering catmint,

Foxgloves whispering mam sekret

to Rose of Sharon

Black-eyed Susan beckoning to

blushing begonia

 

Red rhododendron

repentant of recouping

its own secrets

blowing the cover of

Resurgent hydrangeas

 

Published in Backchannels Journal, 2022


Lines Composed Many Miles From Tucson

 

Just beyond the quarry wall

Resembling Stonehenge

a molten lava sky is effortlessly

showcased

before you

Like burning embers

the remains of a lofty fire

A seance for the end of a decade

You tell me

that you never understood God’s artistry

until you witnessed your first Catalina sky

Combustible claret infused mountains

Seeping sanguine

smoldering strokes

This awe inspiring backdrop

Another nightly masterpiece

Or an example of

the Romantic’s notion of sublimity

Here, across the street from the Connecticut River

I sit at my white bistro patio set

Subtly rusting

and imagine you, so small and insignificant 

stained with sun’s dusky afterglow

Quietly sitting at yours

 

Published in Connecticut Literary Anthology, 2020 

writer's statement

Emi Wood Scully’s poetry is a reflection of transitory memories, or moments of being, that emerge as quickly as they depart. Her writing often synthesizes important or impactful people in her life, with her surrounding landscape. She has often been told that her poetry is colorful, vivid, and “reads like a painting.” Scully prefers to omit punctuation since this parallels the way memory is typically revealed. Similar to when the speaker in Swann’s Way takes a bite of his madeleine dipped in tea, and is transported back to an involuntary memory from his past, she also tends to write under the same spell of resurrected reverie. In much of her work, she too is in search of lost time. Scully tries to begin writing with a planned trajectory but, similar to stream of consciousness narration, she often models her stanzas as free flowing, fleeting impressions.

Poems

View of My Neighbor’s Back Door

 

late October
Nighttime
too close to Halloween
feeling eerie
Feels
like a space that
used to be my mine
No place for a Best in Show
ribbon
you placed
on my bulletin board
Incentive to
“get the hell out of here”
Insensitive
onlookers
when
Only your voice
on the phone
Only

 

Clanking heels on shiny
Vinyl
Passing my door
At the mercy of
time
standing still
Waiting
for results
Only the sound
of privacy curtains
Only
Dragging across its track
Exposure
Concealment

 

set apart
from you
and those
not
anchored
to laboratory
findings

 

Now

I wait

and you

only

waver between saline

and

the incessant sound

of beeping

 

monitors

 

abandoned

 

Published in The New River, 2024

Deadheading

 

Approximately 799 miles away from home

you turn up.

Crowding the deck;

Peering between slats

with your tribe: Heliantheae.

Family name: Asteraceae.

Ray and disk florets

benefit from pruning

to encourage further blooms.

 

Variegated blossoms.

Petals like a tie-dye t-shirt

purchased at Merle’s

with unearned money.

Blooms: the embodiment of teenage drives

through quiet country roads.

Blaring mixed tapes of the Dead

down lonely Guilford streets

In the summer.

 

Every so many miles

a Cape or Saltbox;

Offering mason jars

filled with small bouquets of you.

Tied loosely with thin burlap.

Cost: free.

A backdrop of faded buntings

draped outside of front windows,

leftover from the holiday.

 

Thank you: Johann Gottfried Zinn

for these thoughts of freedom

and burgeoning encouragement.

A silent remembrance:

the recklessness of youth

and eventual maturity

from the periphery inward.

 

Sitting out back

on this hot July evening

I feel akin to your beauty.

I, too, am somewhere in-between

Containing numerous rows

and a visible center.

 

Distracted by covert dahlias;

Perplexed by pushy cosmos

Poppies: stalled.

 

Published in Same Faces Collective, 2023

View of My Neighbor’s Back Door

 

Brittle
Copper leaves
Inconsistently lie to rest
on verdant grasses
still with
summer’s echo.

November’s manifesto
proclaims its inditement,
once again the barrenness.
Nature’s short-lived prismatic display
Ever-turning between houses.

Your back door light reveals itself
a little more with each receded leaf
becoming apparent.
Validation of the new season.
A ruthless commencement.

Its prerequisite for illuminating
the darkest cycle
with artificial light
in the event that

Someone bravely turns up
Knocking
to be let in from the cold.

 

Published in The Harbour Journal, 2023


June Flowers on Main Street

 

The once whitewashed fence

covertly corroded

barely corals the creeping roses

and abundant gardenia

 

Silently

tall grasses lie flattened

Suppressed by heavy rain

Surreptitiously covering the barn

that withholds Dickinson’s sawmill

 

Handwritten notes etched in Polish

Hidden behind the

meeting of wall and pine floorboard

 

Its structure

shrouded by recovering catmint,

Foxgloves whispering mam sekret

to Rose of Sharon

Black-eyed Susan beckoning to

blushing begonia

 

Red rhododendron

repentant of recouping

its own secrets

blowing the cover of

Resurgent hydrangeas

 

Published in Backchannels Journal, 2022


Lines Composed Many Miles From Tucson

 

Just beyond the quarry wall

Resembling Stonehenge

a molten lava sky is effortlessly

showcased

before you

Like burning embers

the remains of a lofty fire

A seance for the end of a decade

You tell me

that you never understood God’s artistry

until you witnessed your first Catalina sky

Combustible claret infused mountains

Seeping sanguine

smoldering strokes

This awe inspiring backdrop

Another nightly masterpiece

Or an example of

the Romantic’s notion of sublimity

Here, across the street from the Connecticut River

I sit at my white bistro patio set

Subtly rusting

and imagine you, so small and insignificant 

stained with sun’s dusky afterglow

Quietly sitting at yours

 

Published in Connecticut Literary Anthology, 2020